I've always been pretty pessimistic since I was young. I grew to be more pessimistic with some of the people I surrounded myself in my life. I wasn't happy all that much. I was unstable and I thought it was normal to be constantly on an emotional roller coaster ride. I wrote about my pessimism a lot and they were all shared through mostly my tumblr, I really spoke how I felt in that moment.
So looking back at these silly blurbs of hatred and sadness... I laugh. I haven't been this happy since ever. Yes there are days harder or more stressful than others, but ultimately, a regular boring day for me is a lot more happier than all I had to go through for 8 years.
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